Your sincerity and honesty are greatly appreciated. Reading your story required me to use a few Kleenex tissues as you communicated your pain and suffering, and your joy and happiness, so effectively. That might seem ‘sissified’ to some to read of a man in his mid-sixties who would admit such a thing as having to use a Kleenex when reading about such emotional experiences. But it is the love of the heavenly Father within, by His very indwelling presence, which mellows the soul and enables the honest admission of such true emotions, the very same emotions that you undoubtedly relived while relating your experiences.